no its true when it comes to the social scene over here. i do break loose and get rowdy but i have been overwhelmed with work and a few other things for much real life socialization outside of the small college town i was in for awhile. Thank you all so much for telling me not to give up. i still am somewhat of a teenager at times, thinking i should give up on love, but seeing all the positive out pour here shows that maybe i just have been looking in the wrong places. If i can't find a dom/mes, well i know i defiantly have friends here.