im truly sorry as well cassie..

i don't know if i could go back, but love should be unconditional right? Sometimes we all forget when we've found someone we feel comfy, have fallen in love with, even if it is 'nilla. Everyone is different, im pretty sure i wouldnt be able to go back, once we've started and ive had my taste at being submissive, knowing that its not something that everyone cant just turn off and on...when they feel like it.


hope all works out for you, cassie...i would probably talk to him,and see where he stands on you getting a Dominant(when ur ready for that)