There is so much good info here. I've been struggling with these ideas for a while and will be embroidering some of the quotes on pillows soon.
Some people are looking for Daddy, but that's not me.
We aim to please! That constant craving...can be a real PITA, or a great pleasure, right now which it is depends on how much free time I have. I haven't figured out how to make it work in an integrated way yet. I'll add it to the list.
Reconciling these ideas is one of the toughest issues I've ever worked on. I don't think leaving either aspect of my personality behind is an option any more. I really like the "packages to open" idea because it acknowledges the struggle without making me feel as if just the existance of a struggle means I'm doing something wrong. The learning curve here is steep, but there are people to help and I'm so grateful for that.