Quote Originally Posted by pyxzie View Post
i'm curious, how many of U/us do believe in a religion and still live this life style. i have found myself drawn to God in the last few weeks. Master and i also sat down and talked about what i have been going through. W/we both believe and agree its truly important. The biggest thing between U/us is O/our religions are different. His believes the order is family, God, and everything else. Where the religion i belong to says God, family, and everything else.
What i'm saying is if Y/you believe how do Y/you balance Y/your life and religion? When W/we talked i ask that he not ask me who i belong to. my answer is God! God is the only one i truly belong to. And when i say what Master wants me to say i feel a strange disappointed feeling inside. Master understands what i was saying and has agreed to not ask questions like that anymore. Am i wrong to ask that of Master?
I would say that you are correct in asking this of him as it is what you feel, and he should know how you feel. And then you two must take it from there.

My Lord and I are both spiritually minded, we are pagans, and that is not in the way of our life style since we do not belong to our Gods, but are of them, one with them you might say.

I think I see your problem, though. But as I think deniseri is saying, if you both belong to God, is there really a problem in priority? You belong to your God and to your master, who also belongs to God. Is there a problem with belongng to both?