A plea for guidance

[tessa]

We've agreed to revisit the issue in a couple of months. Reopen discussion after he's had some real time to think.

I know how upsetting this must be for you. I think you'll be doing the quietly-upset thing, but still, not what you wanted for your relationship. ~hugs~

To tell the truth, I think we're probably done with D/s as a couple. His lack of protest at my suggestion is telling.

Ok, it's understandable that you would take this stance right now. It's how you feel about the situation (feel deeply about, I imagine), and as I see it for you, maybe it's s bit of a defense mechanism? You're trying to prepare yourself for what might be despite what you desire?

Just try to keep a tiny glimmer of hope flickering away somewhere inside, okay?

~hugs again~
tessa