What am I? Sub? Dom? Wannabe?

[Rowen]

Really though it sounds to me like you want to be guided but you arent used to it, arent sure how to do it, and arent sure it's ok. youre unsure how to settle the whole thing in yourself and you dont know how to give in and be taken. In other words, your new.*smile* ...dont worry so much. Whatever gave you the idea all this would be easy?

You hit the nail!